What I am feeling, exactly in this moment.
I went through my Archive to find this gif again because it’s happening. He’s my Big, but I’m fucking picking Aidan and sticking with it DAMNIT!
I do have to say, I have a lot of strength and power this time. =]
Last week, I spent the day out on the water canoeing, and then yesterday, I got to spend the day out on a pontoon boat.
Mind you I never “pray”, but I gave thanks to the universe that circumstances and opportunities that allowed me to be in the water floating happily and living life as it is.
Sure, I fuss and bitch about never having enough time either for myself or family or personal/professional growth, but when you put it all in perspective, I must say I’m thankful. I need to remember more to count my blessings. Here it goes:
•Living at home with my parents
•Commute to work takes 15 min WITH traffic
•Steady job and meets “living wage” (even if I like to complain that I’m the lowest paying HR Manager in the history of HR)
•Being able to attend class AND make A’s 💯
•A boyfriend who’s my fucking rock and he calls me his sun 🌞 and in a healthy relationship and being able to wake up with him (occasionally)and a DAMN HEALTHY SEX LIFE!
•Friends that love me
•(cocky blessing) my intellectuality and perseverance to help me where I’m going
I’ve found these past couple times being out have been so therapeutic and realizing that that’s how I can recharge
http://top10fashionblogs.tumblr.com/ “Best Wedding Dresses 2014 2015 If you wear clothes that don’t suit you, you’re a fashion victim. You have to wear clothes that make you look better.” Vivienne Westwood
Lately I’ve been looking at wedding gowns. Not because I’m getting married, but wondering what type if dress I’d like. So far, there’s nothing out there that I’ve liked other then the one that sparked my liking. The one I randomly came across when I was instagramming stalking
The First Person
He’s the first person who is willing to give more of himself than I would, only because of what I’ve learned through my past…
He’s the first person who insists that I take care of myself first and made sure I didn’t worry about the well-being of our relationship while I do it
He’s the person to tell me that he wants forever with me and never made me second guess his word
He’s the first person to tell me to never be sorry about my feelings, even it wasn’t the same as his
He’s the first person to truly never make me feel guilty about anything
He’s the first person to tell me to make myself a priority and meant it.
Every other week, I cry because of the overwhelming feeling of love I feel from him. How did I get here? What did I do deserve my ideal life partner? I love this man and I have every intension to keep him.
When I’m trying to take notes but the professor is talking too fast